i did not expect much for my birthday after destroying that someones birthday whom i treasure most. as the clock ticks towards 238. i really felt like hibernating in my room the whole day. lock myself in the one small room and inactivate my facebook account. i was to ashamed to celebrate my birthday. on another hand, i felt, its just another day.
well, it wasnt as bad as i expected. i finally felt i'm slowly fitting in to somewhere. though was a small simple celebration, with me getting high and kissing everyone after that, i enjoyed. oh with a little emo'ness in between. lol. so drama.
some pictures to show roughly how i celebrated my 19th.
simple, but i enjoyed it. really.
birthday drink. milk tea.
we kinda camwhored a whole 20 to 30 pictures on my laptop.
in pulic. omg i tell you!
i swear this pose is fugly.
but this is the only one with fassler.
choong kor and ian kor.
in beer factory.
and then i started kissing everyone.
but its the best among all. LOL
cameraman drunk also i think
also it was a presentation day.
i wore.. like that for the first time ever.
i swear it felt so uneasy.
the JAN intakes.
its pretty much how i celebrate. LOL
oh oh, and.. daryl gave me a kiss... or two. OMG im flying. <3