PERSISTENT

i dont know what hit me, but, give me 3 MONTHS, to be 50 % of all these bodies. lol

this is like a motivation for myself to get my ass to the gym and really do some major work out. harmony must not give excuses anymore!!!

i just want 50 % of all these bodies, lol not asking for too much. 

drools! 

take me down slowly.

what i want: 

dont stop just yet. 

i'll be fine when you're gone,

just let me hang in a little while longer.

while you're here.

what i feel:

im not worth it.

who are you to say those words.

conclusion: 

gtfo. -.-

no sore loser

when pulling back feelings is not even an option.

it was only a game in the beginning. 

rules, terms and condition applied. 

both sides agreed. 

but when one of them took it seriously and loses the game at every move made. 

never be a sore loser.

since you've agreed to the terms and condition. 

the risk you thought you were able to handle, but failed to do so.

dont blame others for your wrong moves.

all this while, it was only a friendly match. 

believe or accept?

some heart to heart..
bed time stories...


no strings attached, will always lead to either one string or both strings attached.
and usually, after the most exciting part of the puzzle has been solved, there's no more to look forward for.
but is that what we're really looking for?

sometimes, things we want to say, we cant or we choose not to. it can change the current situation to a whole new level. sometimes, it's just ego.
telling someone the truth is alright. its the responds you get is the one that pulls down your ego, if its of rejection or just negative.

guys and ladies are the same. both gender cheats, lie, hurt, etc. why being so stereotype?

sometimes, past doesnt mean anything. sometimes it tells the whole story of a person. so which would you choose to believe or accept? in the end, what is most important is the current that we all are living in, no?


i, personally think, i'm just playing my own mind game. i'm just afraid to lose. i dont want to be the first to go , cos i'm scared of response. response that will damage my ego brutally. ego makes people seem strong on the outside, but really, they're all cowards in the inside.

sometimes, conversations had in the past, may somehow manipulate the future. things they've mentioned, we remember, therefore, we dare not cross that invisible line. but have you ever thought, it's just some 1 in 2million conversation you guys had, and it doesnt mean anything?

party like its 2012!

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2012

its gonna be end of the world, therefore its mandatory for us to party like its end of the world! 

1st january 2012. i think it'll take sometime for me to get used to writing 2012 when i write dates. lol. 

last night was a BLAST. although it started off with some little problems here and there. overall was awesome. 

my outfit for the day! 

wasnt my best. why? cos i've grown too fat i cant wear most of my baju. ):

we were in IKEA for meatballs.

and then  jireh called from VIRTIGO in gardens,

so we spontaneously went from ikea to gardens. for count down. 

my outfit became something like this. hahaha. whatever. 

while in IKEA/ CURVE,

did some shopping for Ian.

he should really start wearing short pants.
he look good in it (:

while waiting for ian to change to his 3 colorful pants. 

just to make our time go faster. 

and then off we head to VIRTIGO.

the brightest dance floor ever. 

i mean really bright, was kind awkward initially.

and the fun begin!

yea basically thats how we spent our count down.


with fireworks ofcos (: 

kthxbye!

 ♥ ♥

lets do it again!

HOW MY 2011 WENT?

(occasions are placed randomly, not following by date )

1.

got myself 3 tattoos.

one more on my wrist.

my first ever tattoo

2nd tattoo.

did it together with joe.

2.

went to singapore with my JB highschool mates.

and did some REALLy stupid things.

 in the club!

3.

went to work. 

and got my highest pay in my life.

worked 3 days for RM780

as a travel fair sales person

4.

went to korea.

met some really awesome people.

made us closer.

i wish i could go back there.

5.

the birthdays 

everyones birthday we will go out.

nishies

 harmonys

jasons.

6.

attended orientation for FNBE new intake.

im a senior yo! 

7.

went to sarawak with the gang.

when fassler was still with us. ):

we played, we laughed, we jumped, we swam.

we had fun.

8.

met new friends.

new friends of the year.

 and got closer to one of them.

9.

ups and downs with the family.

well, there are moments when we all really get together.

talk, laugh, love.

10.

late night assignments.

staying up late.

watch sunset till sun rise.

 in subang campus

for few nights

 1:1 installation

to penang for assignments.

i have ALOT to say, but if i do, it'll be as long as a novel already. so i'll cut the crap.

2011 started off really rocky for me. i was really lost and all.

but now i finally got back on track. with all the awesome people i know and met.

love you guys!

bad thing is, my grades drop like.. waterfall.

need to BUCK UP LA HARMONY! 

will do resolution on the next post. (:

p/s:  i miss alot of people now. have been pretty antisocial for sometime.