self motivation

i used to think, i had the answers to everything,

but now i know, that life doesnt always go my way,

feels like im caught in the middle,

thats when i realize,

im not a girl, 

not yet a women. 

- britney spears.

 smile like you mean it. 

when everything starts to go against you, you might feel like, whats the point of living, whats the point of putting so much effort in doing something, whats the point of proving others wrong. might as well i lock myself in the corner of my comfort zone. at least there is where i feel belonged.

have you ever felt this way?

life is such. it doesn't always goes as plan. like some said, life doesnt come with a manual guiding you what to do next, you've got to figure it out yourself. its like figuring out an equation you have never done before, trying to get your way out of there, you try so hard to figure it out and no ones there, sometimes , people break down. 

well, i've seen many people with failed relationship, disfunctional family, failed friendship and so on. the person that stay, are the one who get hurt the most, while others move on. some can cope it very well, some just dont. for those who cant move on, is it because they dont want, or they cant? is it in their mind, or is it their stubbornness. no doubt , moving on may take time, no doubt it hurts at time, but why dont you let go all the sorrows and find some light again? it's equivalent to self torture if you cocoon yourself up in your history, your past. 

these things are easy said than done. but if you look on the bright side of every problem, im sure there'll be a way. that corner you live, get out from there, get back to reality, why? cos you're just running away from everything. just a fucking coward. 

maybe, this is the one phase in life that many will go through, for those who didn't, appreciate it, for those who did,  i hope this phase made you a stronger an matured person. 

p/s: im sorry if you cant understand what im trying to say here. blame my bad english ):

random fact: i like chinese songs.