i thought.

他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强却输的那么绝望

少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望

-autumn concerto 

in the dark, there you'll see sunlight

somewhere you feel you dont belong, there you'll feel warmth.

when you see no hope, there you'll see greens climbing up towards light.

dont lose focus, you've slacked the whole day. wake up tomorrow , open a new page and start again. dont lose hope. (:

i'm really glad i have you pushing me at times like this. pushing me forward. not letting me fall over and over again. i know i piss you off at times fore giving up and break down. you kept pulling me up. maybe the only thing i can do now is to remove the misery. maybe i'll forget the feelings i  had for him. but him, i wont forget. thats the only thing i will keep for myself. (:

last post about him. no more. 

13th. 

harmony recovering status : 45 %

random fact : i collect paper bags and plastic bags ( no money for real bag )